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안녕하세요. 또 무거운 이야기로 찾아뵙게 되었습니다.

이렇게 제 입으로 밝히는게 굉장히 부끄럽지만 저는 중증 우울증을 앓고 있었습니다.장기적인 치료들로 인해 조금씩 누적되어 왔었던 건데... 여태까지는 그나마 버텨오는게 가능하다고 생각했는데 최근들어 특히 견디기가 힘듭니다.

오늘 처음으로 끝이 좋지 않을것 같다고 직접적으로 느꼈습니다.

지금도 3번 4번파일을 계속 수정하고 있지만... 이걸 제 시간내로 완성할 자신이 없습니다. 그냥 모든게 다 죄송합니다... 여태 늘 약속을 깼음에도 지금까지 저를 신뢰해주신 여러분께 너무 죄송할 따름입니다.

기간을 한달반 가져가기로 했었는데,한달동안 한 작업진척도와 큰 차이가 없는걸 보니 제 문제는 시간이 아니였던것 같습니다. 그냥 선택을 하지 못하고 버리는 시간이 전체의 9할쯤 되는것 같아요. 지금 그려놓은걸 보면 한숨부터 나옵니다. 완성도가 너무 끔찍해서.... 아무래도 다시 그려야할 것 같아요.

정말 죄송하지만... 장기간동안 후원받는걸 중단하고 고쳐오도록 하겠습니다. 후원금 출금 중단을 9월 1일까지 하겠다고 했지만 계속 연장할게요.

물론 지금 그리고있는 카프카는 완성되는 즉시 바로 업로드하겠습니다.그리고 쉬는동안 그림은 여전히 그릴것이기 때문에, psd 는 꾸준히 계속 올려드릴게요...

그냥 모든게 다 죄송할 따름입니다.

미안합니다.

Hello. I’m here again with another heavy post.

It’s honestly very embarrassing to admit this in my own words, but I have been suffering from severe depression.

It has gradually built up over time due to the long-term treatments I’ve been going through... Until now, I thought I had at least been managing to hold on, but recently, it has become especially difficult to endure.

Today, for the first time, I genuinely felt that things might not end well.

I’m still working on files 3 and 4 and trying to make revisions, but... I don’t have any confidence that I’ll be able to finish them within the time I have left. I’m just sorry about everything.

I feel incredibly sorry to everyone who has continued to trust me despite all the promises I’ve broken over time.

I originally decided to give myself a month and a half for this, but seeing that the progress I’ve made over the past month isn’t much different from where I was before, I think the problem was never really the amount of time I had.

I think I spend nearly 90% of my time simply unable to make decisions, constantly throwing things away and starting over. Looking at what I’ve drawn so far, I can’t help but sigh. The quality is just awful... and I think I’ll probably have to redraw it all over again.

I’m truly sorry, but I think I need to stop accepting support for a longer period of time and take some time to get myself back on track.

I originally said I would stop Patreon withdrawals until September 1st, but I’m going to extend that period again.

Of course, I will upload the Kafka project I’m currently working on as soon as it is finished.

And I’ll still be drawing during my time away, so I’ll continue to upload one or two PSDs from time to time as well.

I’m just deeply sorry about everything.

I’m sorry.