Thank you all for your friendships and words of encouragement

My lucks been just so rotten these past few months it's just getting harder to get my life in order.

My soul feels so weak dealing with everything and I feel just so mentally "Sick" I havnt been able to find any kind of groove.

I feel horrible for not being able to draw, not just for you guys but for me as well. It's always been my escape from

the bad times but the bad times just feel like they are coming more and more.

You've all been so patient and given me so many chances and I know because of my inconsistency a lot of you have moved on

or lost faith in my ability to get stuff done, and it may be true. I'm really sorry for how I've been, I dont want to

keep apologizing but sometimes its the only way I feel good enough to push on.

In the end I'm not sure what to do anymore about life things. Sometimes its like you fix one thing and three other things

fall apart and you're just playing a never ending game of catch up.

It would mean a lot to me if you could come up with some way I can make these lousy months up to you, you are my rock

and mean the world to me and I dont know what I would do without my fans and supporters and friends in my life <3

You know me, i'm never giving up and I'm always going to try harder no matter what. My soul feels tired but I'm not going

to let it keep me down. I can't keep any promises for my productivity, I really want to, and I really want to

tell you guys next month will be better or tomorrow or whatever but it just makes me feel like a failure when things dont

pan out. Just please know I love you and am open to taking any suggestions for making your support worthwhile to you <3