Whelp here I am again

Getting everything together and putting my butt in this chair for a good while.I changed the pinned post to reflect what im currently working on. I feel like im in a tough spot. Anyways Ive started to post in Ekas to see if I can get more traffic. I have something I actually want now and am starting to get really motivated to get this moving along. Hopefully my work ethic doesn't fall apart again this time. Goals t survive I guess lol. Bleh i really need to just get on the blender trainI have 1 slot open if you are willing to wait or have a simple loops I can complete in a day. See this post for a rough estimate. annnnnd its gone